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 "DEDICATION TO THE BRIDE OF CHRIST"

"PESACH SHENI"

THIS WAS CREATED BY MY WIFE WHO PASSED 2021

 

Maybe it seems as if spiritually your a pauper compared to others, 

maybe even by your shortcomings.

Don't worry God honors your faith and his grace is sufficient for thee.

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Maybe your just a nose on the body or just a finger on the hand of his work.

But you are still HIS WORK!

That in itself is a celebration because for you God has given life!

And you are alive and apart of that grand design in that one body Jesus Christ!

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JUST AS STARS ALL SHINE BRIGHTLY YET DIFFERENTLY!! HOLD ON TO HIS PROMISES!!

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JUST LIKE THERE ARE DIFFERENT COLORS IN A RAINBOW AND MANY SHADES OF ONE OR ANOTHER COLOR. LIKE MANY DIFFERENT BALLOONS BUT FOR ONE PARTY AND ONE FAITH AND ONE PURPOSE!! SO HE IS YOURS AND YOU ARE HIS!!

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They have shown that we can see

about 1000 levels of light-dark, 100 levels of red-green, and 100 levels of

yellow-blue for a single viewing condition in a laboratory. This means that

the total number of colors we can see is about 1000 x 100 x 100 = 10,000,000

(10 million).

 

 

 

A computer displays about 16.8 million colors to create full color

pictures, really more than necessary for most situations.

 

 

 

However, the answer is not quite so simple. What color looks like is greatly

affected by the viewing conditions. These conditions include the color of

the lighting, the amount of lighting, and other colors in the scene. 

 

 

 

Colors

also appear in different modes when they appear on different objects such

as surfaces, light sources, or within volumes. Different people also have

slight differences in the way they see color.

Since we can see at least 10-million colors in a single viewing condition and

the variety of viewing conditions and observers is endless, then the only

truly correct answer is infinity. If we have 10-million colors, times 10-

million lighting types, times 10-million lighting levels, times 10-million

surrounding colors, times 6-billion people in the world, times 3 modes of

viewing we get a really huge number.

 

 

The result of that multiplication is 18

followed by 33 zeros (18,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000), or 18

decillion. That might not quite be infinity, but is close enough since all

those estimated numbers are probably on the low side. And there is no way

to exactly measure each of them. To learn more about the names of really

big numbers, visit www.jimloy.com/math/billion.htm.

ALL OF THIS IS A JOURNEY AND ONE WE CELEBRATE WITH CHRIST!!!

PSALM 84

How amiable are thy tabernacles, O LORD of hosts!

 

My soul longeth, yea, even fainteth for the courts of the LORD: my heart and my flesh crieth out for the living God.

 

Yea, the sparrow hath found an house, and the swallow a nest for herself, where she may lay her young, even thine altars, O LORD of hosts, my King, and my God.

 

Blessed are they that dwell in thy house: they will be still praising thee. Selah.

 

Blessed is the man whose strength is in thee; in whose heart are the ways of them.

 

Who passing through the valley of Baca make it a well; the rain also filleth the pools.

 

They go from strength to strength, every one of them in Zion appeareth before God.

 

O LORD God of hosts, hear my prayer: give ear, O God of Jacob. Selah.

 

Behold, O God our shield, and look upon the face of thine anointed.

 

For a day in thy courts is better than a thousand. I had rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God, than to dwell in the tents of wickedness.

 

For the LORD God is a sun and shield: the LORD will give grace and glory: no good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly.

 

O LORD of hosts, blessed is the man that trusteth in thee.

2 Corinthians 1:12 ESV    

For our boast is this, the testimony of our conscience, that we behaved in the world with simplicity and godly sincerity, not by earthly wisdom but by the grace of God, and supremely so toward you.

 

Luke 16:13  ESV  

No servant can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.”

 

Matthew 6:21 ESV    

For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

 

Matthew 6:33 ESV    

But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.

 

Matthew 5:3 ESV    

“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

 

Micah 6:8 ESV    

He has told you, O man, what is good; and what does the Lord require of you but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?

 

1 Corinthians 9:22 ESV     

To the weak I became weak, that I might win the weak. I have become all things to all people, that by all means I might save some.

 

John 13:34-35 ESV    

A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another.”

 

John 7:37-38 ESV    

On the last day of the feast, the great day, Jesus stood up and cried out, “If anyone thirsts, let him come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, ‘Out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.’”

 

1 Corinthians 2:14 ESV    

The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned.

 

 

 

  JOHN 3:16

 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

 

 

 

 

  WORKERS IN THE VINEYARD

    MATTHEW 20:1-6

heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the

morning to hire men to work in his vineyard. 

 

He agreed to pay them a denarius

for the day and sent them into his vineyard.

 

 “About the third hour he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace

doing nothing. 

 

He told them, ‘You also go and work in my vineyard, and I will

pay you whatever is right.’ 

 

 So they went.

“He went out again about the sixth hour and the ninth hour and did the same

thing. 

 

 About the eleventh hour he went out and found still others standing

around. He asked them, ‘Why have you been standing here all day long doing

nothing?’

 

“ ‘Because no one has hired us,’ they answered.

“He said to them, ‘You also go and work in my vineyard.’

 

 “When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Call the

workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on

to the first."

 

 “The workers who were hired about the eleventh hour came and each received

a denarius. 

 

So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive

more. But each one of them also received a denarius.

 

 When they received it, they

began to grumble against the landowner. 

 

 ‘These men who were hired last

worked only one hour,’ they said, ‘and you have made them equal to us who have

borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.’

 

 “But he answered one of them, ‘Friend, I am not being unfair to you. Didn’t

you agree to work for a denarius? 

 

 Take your pay and go. I want to give the man

who was hired last the same as I gave you. 

 

 Don’t I have the right to do what I

want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?’

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LUKE 9:38

 

And said unto them, Whosoever shall receive this child in my name receiveth me: and whosoever shall receive me receiveth him that sent me: for he that is least among you all, the same shall be great.

 

 

 

LUKE 22:26-27

 

"But it is not this way with you, but the one who is the greatest among you must become like the youngest, and the leader like the servant. "For who is greater, the one who reclines at the table or the one who serves? Is it not the one who reclines at the table? But I am among you as the one who serves.…

 

 

Will you be a doorkeeper?

 

Will you be least of all?

 

If so there will be others that sit right next to you and me.

 

Yeshua is true!!

 

No acting just surpassing

 

merit to merit!

 

No more does the mirror have two faces but one!

 

And one faithful!!

ENCLOSED BELOW IS MY BRIDE WHO IS IN THE PRESENTS OF THE LORD

LAUDIA'S TESTAMONY

My Cinderella Story….

              Once Upon a time I was just a girl many and a plenty of dreams, imagination it seemed. Ran amuck in me and all the joys and dreams of childhood would be. Spoiled and deprived all at the same time. Hoping for a time when they could see through me. Wishing that my Mom could be a little bigger part of me. And then as time had passed the spoiledness had made me rude.  Having believed and received Christ young I was aware of a greater truth. I couldn’t explain it then but it was God inside of me. And though I was a Daddies girl and knew my mom would pass. I cared about the groundwork of our family God had plowed and didn’t want it to be ruined. Because there was so much more that should have and could have grown. And when Satan tried to dig it up it was a disaster that ensued. Because I was more outspoken then anyone had thought or knew.

And it was no no you can’t come into this house. And it was no no this is not your home. Because I knew Satan had his plans. And all I saw  was Daddy giving him his hand. And I saw spiritually some things that were not part of his original plan.

Not soon after my mom’s funeral I was orphaned. My brother hospitalized. My Dad was sinking in the mire. And I was left to my own survival something I had not planned.

Soon this spoiled girl was living in a unknown place. Grieve I did, eat I did not and soon I even spoke not.

The testing had just begun and planted in God’s hand was his will for my very life.

As an end had taken place a new beginning had sprung but one of choice.

I didn’t really want to go back with my Dad. But showed piety towards him.

Rationalizing he’s my Dad, he’s been through it and  chances were taken.

He was the product of who I was through his spoiling that he had created in me to be rude at times.

But I learned piety and hardship. Rudeness had been uprooted from that girl of me.

As I realized and had been shown that my Dad spiritually had spiraled into a web of deceit and darkness.

And dragging us there  I cried out greatly as my childish actions carried on in ways I so desperatly wanted to get away from.

But instead of spoiling permissiveness began to creep it’s way.

I felt abandonment my brother the more so.

As  my Dad had corrupted his way so did we but in different ways.

It also was a learning drawback because I did want God.

The truth is I had to come to a place in my environment, in my heart and in my own life to a  road to independence in order to do this.

God knew this. So in the meantime God used me even though I was in my deepest darkest place in life. The truth is God knew I wanted to be where he was.

 

And he used me to be a part of something bigger.  Being a part of worship and programs in a church.

 

Where I could develop my talents for God.

 

Until the time of my greater freedom in him through adulthood could be expressed.

 

And God knows we will make mistakes and even greater ones.

 

But his whole plan is that we find our way through life to find him and so he can completely take control.

 

Finding our way to him is like a long long journey.

 

It starts in an alien land, walking across landscapes , escaping dangers along the way.

 

Sometimes not sure where to go or where to turn.

 

But when we get to his holy mountain that’s where we will stay.

 

When we get there we must keep on going being perfected and furnished in the fire.

 

Everything else must dissipatate before him in our lives and anything that has attached to us that hasn’t served Christ.,

 

And here this girl in pieces, pieces physically and pieces spiritually  dragged on but  was only made to be put together correctly in love through him.

 

You know some people will try to put the pieces together themselves but the pieces won’t fit.

 

If any of you out there are in landscapes of the demonic  and want God don’t give up on him.

 

You may have to escape some dangers (sin, sinful lifestyles)  along the way but the journey’s worth it.

 

And when you get to where you are going God will say don’t look back!

 

Why because we are saying God I want to be where you are!

 

 Like Lot. But his wife didn’t and was destroyed.

 

Story of lot found in Bible Genesis 19

 

So in the end this maidservant became worthy of the crown that Christ gave.

 

And that broken child isn’t broken because of him anymore.

 

 God has a crown for you too!

 

 

 

 

 

Second  more thorough version:

    Laudia's Testimony

      My testimony is about my life's journey, my in-depth personal struggle and freedom continually I've come to know in Christ Jesus. I live an uncircumcised lifestyle but God extended his grace to me and my family to live holy lives. His law I don't forget and I serve him with all my heart. The lord has turned my mistakes into beautiful ones by my simple obedience and faithfulness to him. And I give him the credit everyday. My journey takes place in a bedroom in my bed on the top bunk. Where I slept at or around 4 years old. My parents were fighting. My brother and I were frightened because of the hollering. We were prompted to go to bed. And that night I had a dream that’s still vivid to me this day.

I had a dream that I was standing on a sidewalk in a neighborhood and I saw Jesus standing on the other side of the other side of the sidewalk. And there's a light beaming down on him. There are passerby's on his side of the sidewalk. But nobody else could see him but me. We were starring at each other. And the message I got was it's just you and me. About 3 or 4 years later in another town we went to church which was great because we didn't go much. But it was nice when we did. Well everyone was worshipping God. And I know I was young but I could feel the Holy Spirit in there because I'd get hot. I would raise my hands and praise God like my daddy. And I would go up dancing around the church with the kids. The pastor started laying hands on us kids who desired to receive Jesus as our lord and savior. And that's the first time I went down in the spirit.

I received the Holy Ghost that night. It felt like lightening and fire running all through me. Of course, I didn't comprehend how to truly live as a Christian but I believe God just worked through me. For instance, discerning right from wrong. And preparing me for what was ahead. My mom was sick at the time and she died when I was 9 years old. My brother was hospitalized. And I was left home alone for a week. I was nervous and scared but very upset CYS would take me away from my home. I'd miss my father very much as well. I shut down for at least 2 months. Barely eating and definitely not talking. I just stared at the floor.

About 6 months later I was placed in another home with my brother. I started to talk some but not much. I was happy to see him. Then, we finally stayed with my Aunt and I opened up. She took us to church and we had visits with our dad again. And after a year we were living with our Dad again. We lived in a small apartment that my Dad could afford but things were different. My Dad struggled as a single Dad and he held reading (psychic parties). I guess I saw my Dad as an individual for the first time and not just my Dad. And so I started experiencing my own individuality as well. Not fully aware of whom I was and where I stood in life.

So I cut my hair myself and started having independent thoughts at age 11 1/2 years old. We moved around a lot and I saw my Dad become more of this person I didn't understand was my Dad. He was so different from the person who had raised me when my mom was alive. Who I saw my Dad becoming had started to make me feel rejection because of the path he was taking. And I started to withdraw into forms of isolation. Because of things going on I didn't understand.

My Dad was dressing like a woman, prostituting, doing drugs, giving psychic readings and holding parties everyday way into the night. We were moving around a lot, there were drive-by shootings where people got hurt, drug dealers, and prostitution going on.  My brother got caught up with young juveniles and did bad things. I was still saying the Lord’s Prayer every night but not fully understanding I wasn't growing as a Christian. The only example I had was my Dad but the lord kept me in his discernment in areas he wanted. He preserved me for that very time in my life. The only two things I took from my Dad's example was individuality and growing into a feminine young lady. My Dad was in and out of jail. I realize thought I was losing my way still an infant in Christ, God was using me. My cousin had started taking me and my brother to church in need of Jesus every Sunday from our pit of sin home.

I began reading my bible more and I would pray everyday for God to get me out of that bad environment. And I prayed for my family everyday because we all could have died. My brother who was hanging out with juveniles and my Dad who could have died in his sin. I believe my life was dedicated to Jesus young and for a purpose, for a reason.  Romans 9:15 For he saith to Moses, I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion (KJV). And I believe because of my prayers and reminding my Dad about Jesus's love for us my family is still alive today. And from there on I began growing from an infant spiritually into a spiritually maturing young woman who was learning from her mistakes as I grew. And to began to walk right with the lord.

Rom 10:12-13

12 For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him.
13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. (KJV)

 Rom 11:32

32 For God hath concluded them all in unbelief, that he might have mercy upon all. (KJV)

 

 I'm giving glory to Jesus for writing this!!! AMEN!!!

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